glad you said it my friend
not about being whacked, having ocd or being addicted ...
it is about conviction, about passion, for truth
i live, breathe, sleep ... "this", 24/7
have lost so much along the way because of it and i feel this year i will lose more
but what i have gained, there is nothing greater
authenticity, truth, love
and to live it no matter what the obstacles or consequences
others around me are of the belief i have lost touch with reality ...
ha, ha, ha ... REALITY???
it is about just being and our love and light will raise the vibration of this world
can't push others to awaken, it must come from within, they either will or they won't
they will resonate with our truth and our energy and awaken ... or they won't
once ya jump ya jump and ya can't go back ...
there isn't anything to go back to and THAT is what you are feeling, it is what we all feel ...
if i lose everything i have because of "this", then it was meant to be, i trust that, i absolutely do
there is a greater power at work here, we are just aligning to it
and doing the best we can
it is all we can ever do
it is just about being aligned and standing tall in our truth
nothing else matters, there is no going back ...