[beanny]

myself, now, in israel to take care of health and school issues with 2of my5 children....my son struggling with 11years of heroin addiction,...soon to enter rehab for 2nd time... we have to, in couple of hours, travel through vulnerable areas of rocket firing, in order to return home to the south... and have little time to respond as i wish to...neither to read up on what has been already written..

but i urge all of you to remember...that it is NOT the average israelis, just as it is NOT the average americans ...that make these crazy wars and decisions....

are you forgetting that it is our children
18-20 year old childrennnnnn.....

that are sent in to fight these battles.... not through any choice of their own, neither under true knowledge of the ugly games from the top...(my twin with 6 boys entering and leaving army,my brothers oldestnow in army, nephews, neices)
just as for every citizen or visitor in israel...
the
ones responsible CANNOT be called israelis...but INHUMAN..... and they do NOT live AMONG us
i remind you...for an average israeli of EVERY age....
JUST TO GO FROM A-B ..or sit in a cafe, or go to school or work...on an everyday level for
EVERY SINGLE DAY of their lives...
IS...... RUSSIAN ROULLETTE..

for there is barely a family in israel whom has not an uncle, father , brother , daughter, cousin, neighbour or friend/aquatance...etc..whom was blown to smitherins/heavily injured on a bus or sitting eating pizza in a cafe..or away on a school trip, not forgetting that bus of kindergarden children that were blown to shreds....

did they ask to be involved in the politicAL CONFLICT?
karma aside.

i tell you...israelis are a mix of some real beautifull souls and some quite corrupt and ugly charachters too , as anywhere in the world...but here we too are being intensly poisoned through our water systems and food supplies... brainwashed and twisted...indoctrinated, blinded and brainwashed...etc...way worse than in usa and england from what i witness... the majority of the people kept incredibly poor and suppressed..fooled and tricked...
its ugly, real ugly
(i know of a family that lived 8children, both parents, and 2grandparents..in a single room, about 15 by 15 feet...that was their entire house, outside toilet and kitchen...could any of you live that way?)

average/minimum wage here, 21 shekel/ 3pounds sterling...ANd for extreme heavy labor in extreme heat....would buy us ..
a litre of milk and loaf of brown bread.
OR 750ml of shampoo
many familys here too, with 10-15 children..kept suppressed and struggling.
and yet we still HAVE to send our children to the slaughter in the army...
in the name of!!!!!!!!

i urge you to stop blaming ISRAELIS and remember who pulls the strings.
they, at the top, certainly are NOT the ones in the front lines...our children ARE

I tell you...read the softness in the face of the soldier facing the rifle to the child ,posted on the first page... he is in no way about to pull that trigger.
you should come to israel and see for yourselves the softness of the majority of these poor guys and girls forced into these battles.. it is not like in usa where many are in army for love of agggression or power..where they are in army by choice..

saying all this, i feel great sadness for those palestinians affected...but they are not alone in suffering....and do you know, by the way of their HIDDEN UNDERGROUND cities for the palestinians..i.e in lebanon...filled with hospitals schools luxury living...?

my fathers cousin filmed evidence and braught it to varioouse news bases, bbc cnn and so on...none would agree to show this footage.

the palestinians are kept as pawns too in this game, but they are lied to too as all of us....

i must go... love and warmth and tears..............