just call me crazy!!!
 

hello all of you on avalon. well its been a while sense I have chimed in. and I wanted to check in with some of you like minded people.

I want to share an experiences I have been having as of late. I feel like Im loosing my mind. LOL... well that's because I don't really have a support with our type of thinking. most of my friends are sucking up what's being spoon fed to the masses. well, let me just tell you what's been going on.

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I have been spending a lot of time meditating and praying. trying to communicate with a light being of the cosmic force of life. the great spirit. higher self. whatever it is. so im in the bathroom. and the water is running. and I have static noise in the living room from a fan running in the other room. and I start hearing a voice. like a vibration. coming from the walls. like it was in the walls. not like if we were talking. like an echo or vibration from speech. so I close my eyes and try to focus in on the voice Im hearing. then I can hear it. it says breath. breath deep. and it was guiding me on a breathing exercise. then the voice said look at myself in the mirror. and tell yourself you don't need to be anger any longer. so I did. and it said to do it again. and look into my eyes. I didn't even question it at the time. I just did what I was hearing. after I was quite shocked. this isn't the first time I have heard these voices. it seems to occur from time to time. the next day I was at my computer. just relaxing. not working on anything. just listening to the silence. and the fan is running with a faint hum of my computer on. and the fan in the background. and I hear clear as day. purify. this startled me and I jumped up and looked around. I just had an eary feeling. and a short time after that I believe I was told that something I was doing wasn't pure. its also my understanding that if I wanted to continue hearing this voice I needed to purify. call me crazy. I don't know anything about what Im talking about. I have no formal training in meditation. Im not religious. I consider my self spiritual. I don't know who Im communicating with. when I find myself in this space where I believe im contacting whatever Im hearing. I ask that only light beings are welcome to contact me and I focus on protecting myself with white light. and do not welcome dark or negative energy to be gone. and are not welcome here.. I was just wondering if any body else has been having similar experiences out there. I have met one other person in town who is hearing the same thing or something similar. gets me thinking. hope all of you are doing well. love and light to all of you.. cheers Brian

or may be im just crazy. :tease: .. LOL!!! maybe I have had to much kool-aid.. lol!!! :smoke:

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I have never heard voices and I am not very good at meditating so thats probally a good reason for this.

I used to be very religious and I still ask God for help before I fall asleep and I know I have recieved an answer via dreamland.

Very good advice I might add. David Icke talks of voices as do many of my friends. They say its their guide communicating to them

Exchanger has a very nice post on avalon with Bob Schultz. Check it out and maybe it will help you with all of this

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No you are not crazy dagon. Congratulations, your wish to contact your God within has been granted. You have specified that its only the higher you wish to interact with and that was also an advisable thing to specify. You are on the great journey, not that you werent before, but you have been persistant in your requests and have manifested well. You have gone up a level. Thats my understanding of what you have experienced anyway.

Love and Light

Carmen

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Also, you will get promptings to finish up stuff of 3D that is holding you back from moving on from the material world. The prompt to purify yourself falls into this category.

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soo. if anybody knows of how to purify spiritually please do point out some information. I would be so grateful. I not even sure what this truly means. but I seem to be pulled in this direction and would like to fallow it. thank you. ~B

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Next time it feels eerie, demand that the voice shows you its true essence. I have not tired this yet, but Dr. Burham said it works kick ass and from what I can tell he knows what he is talking about.

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Dagon, Ask, and listen for promptings, for inspiration. It will come, you will know.

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david wilcock spoke on a radio show a few weeks ago about hearing voices in white noise. my experience was before that show. a week or 2. and when I caught the show, I was floored. I think it was on b&ks new show? im not sure. what I find interesting is I know another guy that lives in town who is hearing similar things about purifying. I just cant believe im even saying this.. Im polluted.. with junk food. and chewing tobacco... about 6 months ago I was told that I would have cancer. and this communication was stretched out and came to me from time to time for about 1 year. also auditory. like I was given a choice. and told to quit tobacco.. crazy in deed... crazy I tell you..

I feel so vulnerable... disclosing such things.. I think Im hearing things.. LOL!!

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Congrats dagon,

I don't want to give you answers... You need to start asking questions when
you are meditating... That voice you hear is the REAL you. Ask light questions
at first. Ask the same question different ways. compare the answers you get.

Eat only Good Food. Don't drink soda. Brush your teeth w/bar soap an
a nonflouride toothpaste. Keep chemicals out of your body. Read the awakening
thread. " Consiousness is the programming language of the universe."
Stay away from TV, cell phones and aluminium they drain your abilities.

Trooly,

Tango

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You can spend half a lifetime studying and taking advice from sources outside of yourself, but at some point your inner Self, your Inner Authority will kick in and it will be the specific personal authority/advice for you. You will still seek and gain knowledge from outside sources but always you will have checked the outside authenticity by checking with your own inside God Within, your Observer. It may take sometime but gradually you will find that you will trust that voice within, that Inner Knowingness more and more. The personality will try to assert its dominance often initally, but as you insist on listening more and more within, its dramas and emotional **** will dissapate.

Love and LIght

Carmen

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Hello, Dagon! It's nice to hear from you again. (I wondered...)

Purifying can be done traditionally, too, with words, prayers. You may want to choose something you are already familiar with, maybe strong from your childhood, to begin to build trust & familiarity with voices, messages/ers, bad news bears. It can be a lot. One of my co-workers bathed her whole car in violet light before road trips etc. It set a different tone of awareness, like invoking Saint Christopher as some do, to help make the drive more safe.

If the eerie ones {well, how they feel is important} are urging action, watch that. Anything can be told to F.U. too. Words come from anywhere. Deeds are yours. Listen, look and feel with an open heart.

LOVE :original: {may you find your answers}

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:tease:

LOL!!!

most all of my experience have been positive. and I dont think Im special. I dont know for sure. but I believe we all can hear voices. were just trained not to. I have been choosing to listen for a while now. ill go months without hearing anything. then once in a while I get a response. so I think. and its mostly about self. which is funny considering I let my inner child run the show. I do what I want when I want. I lack discipline and willpower and question authority. oops there I go again.. exposing myself. :tongue2:

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Carmen: in your experience, how can one be sure that one is receiving communication from a "higher source" even after specifing such. From everything I've read over the years, the dark ones can also quite easily enter the picture, & because they are so cunning & deceiving, we may go along with their promptings thinking its all good, until we later find ourselves trapped. I'm not trying to scare "dagon" here, but I think this is important, as time is of the essence now, & we don't have time to be led down a garden path so to speak.

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Yeah~ I been looking for such a lightbeing myself:naughty:
http://www.entblogg.com/images/mermaid.jpg

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Waitinginthewings, Its the quality and integrity of what is received that is the touchstone of authenticity of information. Its a soul connection and when you know you 'really know'.

Love and Light

Carmen

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Similar experience here. I am moving away from junk food and carbonated nonsense (except for beer) and it feels as if I've lost my appetite for anything that isn't good for me. I still make exceptions but today, I bought more fruits and veggies then I've ever bought in the last few months. I have made a habit of drinking a lot of water and yesterday, I ordered MMS.

Regardless, I think we all are going through or have gone through something similar. Changing your eating habits is just one thing you can do to help clean not only your body, but your soul.

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I'm very proud of you HJ... Beer is OK; Ale is better for you... Dark
Chococlate is also good for you... And water before all meals is a good
filler... And, remember those whites... Exception is baking soda...

Trooly,

Tango

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If you can meditate properly, "the dark ones" can't get to you there. The reason they can't influence you then is firstly because you are going into the essence of who you genuinely are. And who you are deep within is somebody positive and wise, and at one with God. Secondly, meditation or contemplation or deep prayer raises your "vibration level" to a point where malevolent beings simply can't go. It's too positive a level for them to be able to survive in that "atmosphere".

When I meditate I usually get "downloads" straight into my brain from my guardian angels. (Does that word "guardian" also provide a clue here?)

It is true, however, that we are generally the most vulnerable psychically when we are sleeping, so set up protection before you fall asleep.

As far as overcoming cancer goes, Dagon, I don't know if you're aware that there's lots of good evidence that anti-fungal and anti-parasite herbs often cure it. E.g., there's a very distinguished medical researcher at MIT who now has his own Unit there. That Unit receives no government or corporate funding. A number of the top MIT medical researchers work there part time. And that man claims that cancer is the same thing as candida albicans. He likes to use tiny amounts of bicarb soda (baking powder) as a cure.

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:mfr_omg:
I don't know if I have cancer. it would be interested to know. I have never gone to a doctor. well I have very few visits to a doctor. maybe I should. :naughty: maybe somebody can medical-remote view me and let me know??? confirmation...:lmao:

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[QUOTE=TraineeHuman;154504]If you can meditate properly, "the dark ones" can't get to you there. The reason they can't influence you then is firstly because you are going into the essence of who you genuinely are. And who you are deep within is somebody positive and wise, and at one with God. Secondly, meditation or contemplation or deep prayer raises your "vibration level" to a point where malevolent beings simply can't go. It's too positive a level for them to be able to survive in that "atmosphere".

When I meditate I usually get "downloads" straight into my brain from my guardian angels. (Does that word "guardian" also provide a clue here?)

It is true, however, that we are generally the most vulnerable psychically when we are sleeping, so set up protection before you fall asleep.

As far as overcoming cancer goes, Dagon, I don't know if you're aware that there's lots of good evidence that anti-fungal and anti-parasite herbs often cure it. E.g., there's a very distinguished medical researcher at MIT who now has his own Unit there. That Unit receives no government or corporate funding. A number of the top MIT medical researchers work there part time. And that man claims that cancer is the same thing as candida albicans. He likes to use tiny amounts of bicarb soda (baking powder) as a cure.[/QUOTE]

Thats interesting info, ties in with the work of Dr. Hulda Clark who says that parasites are the cause of cancer. Is there any website for info on MIT research/results?

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thank you all for understanding. I know its quite a bit to swallow in every day life around here. I cant even tell my friends how I feel without ridicule of some sort. what alarms me the most is how were so trained to fear this sort of thing. thank you all for the kind words and information.. :blush-anim-cl:

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As far as alternative cancer treatments go, I know the researcher at MIT had a couple of websites two years ago, but I can't find the details today. Hopefully tomorrow, and I'll post them here.

I do know that there's also a man named Dr Tullio Simoncini in Rome. Like the man at MIT, he was possibly the most highly respected oncologist in his country before he went "alternative". He also has been using sodium bicarbonate injections for years to treat cancer, like the man at MIT. There seems to be a lot of info about Simoncini on the internet. Simoncini got into this line by accident. He started noticing that when he treated patients for parasites, their cancer seemed to get cured as a side-effect.

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wow.. I just got back from baja.. talking about parasites. I brought all my own food and water and I still picked up the water bug. :mfr_omg: nasty little bug. might have been some ICE or a shower I took. I got a little water in my mouth. how do the people live like this is what I kept thinking. I came back humbled to know how 2/3 rds of the planet lives. I felt like staying and picking up all the trash for the rest of my life. mixed with a few days of diving. and lesions in spanish. I could help with there aquaculture program. how grand in deed. I would certainly feel better about what I was doing than what im doing now. again with the disclosure... what am I thinking.



I hear one can get to cuba from mexico. I would like to see cuba..

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Well, this is easy!! :original: {no cigars for you bud}

YouTube - Buena Vista Social Club - Chan Chan
If you're trying to get healthier, sometimes it's quite easy to ADD things to start, rather than start with taking things away, which may feel like deprivation. Have a banana! Take a tsp of baking soda a day! Green tea capsules might be fun! Pluck a raw red pepper!

LOVE

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Welcome back Dagon,
Very glad to hear you are "hearing". Trust your intuition, Carmen has many good points on this. What you are experiencing sounds very positive. Follow your heart and keep meditating, it is bringing you great results!

I wonder if your health warning was about the parasite. Also, watch your manifestations, don't think "cancer" unless you want it.

Chewing is a nasty habit, try chewing something else. It sounds like a WARNING not a given truth (about the cancer) Keep in mind, we all have cancer. Cancer is just another word for cells behaving oddly in groups.

Glad you're back!:wink2:

Peace of Mind,
Wormhole

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Dagon: I did a very quick psychic scan of your body, and your throat and lungs stand out a little. You say you chew tobacco, but did you used to smoke it?

Let me describe some ways you (anybody) can scan and heal yourself. Firstly, close your eyes and slowly turn your head about as you scan the room you are in with your eyes closed. You’ll notice that in some places you “see” darker or blacker areas. Those areas are where the energy is the most negative. You’ll also notice that as you keep paying attention to such areas, they get lighter and lighter. Possible exception: electronic devices – TV, mobile, computer etc -- may stay very dark, because they keep emitting negative energy even when switched off.

Now, with eyes still closed, slowly scan your body like you did the room. Again, you should be able to identify where the energy looks darker. And again, simply paying attention to the energy is enough to heal it. One thing very professional healers also do is as follows. Imagine (visualize) that there are 16 “tubes” from your brain to the rest of the body. You can think of them like regular transparent flexible plastic tubes, running kind of parallel to one another. Now scan these (at the top of the back of your neck, near where they start) with your eyes closed, and wherever there’s dark energy in them, clean it out. I notice, for instance, that for you tube number five needs lots of cleaning, if we start counting from the left.

To make the healing more powerful, do some meditation first. But usually that won’t be necessary.

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:mfr_omg:

well its certainly a little hard to take a positive reaction from admitting one is hearing things. this could be a shady area. one could be having problems. I wonder how many that are hearing things don't have a cracked pineal gland. and are tuning into information and or whatever. I have spent some time to talk to such people on the streets. and its alarming how many are aware of what's being said with a lot of the people Im reading on or listening to. talk of space travel and ancient knowledge. lots of what I hear from these people are much the same things were discussing right here. crazy in deed. crazy I tell you.



I do believe that whatever I am in touch with is a positive experience. and wish it to continue. its nice to be welcomed by you all. speaking of such things can lead to one being isolated in most communities. LOL.. it not such a good place to be. but I keep on... it fascinates me soo... and I pray for it. with feeling, thought, words and intent.

TraineeHuman
and yes, I am concerned with my lungs for several reasons.

Wormhole
I always behaving oddly in groups. LOL!!!

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OK... YOUR CRAZY!!! :mfr_lol:

just jokin

:naughty:

hahaha Hi Dagon, when I was younger, like 4, 5, 6 or so I used to have a friend my parents nicknamed the man in the wall. It was probably coming from a higher dimension but I just appeared to be talking to the wall. I have some memory but used to get teased so much that I was embarrassed to talk about it any more and stoped paying attention. I am sure that the poison that was injected into me through needles and whatever was in the city water I drank for the first half of my life did not help any. There are people who have a psychic connection to beings in the higher dimensions. Perhaps this is what you are hearing. Maybe you could ask whomever is talking to you to be a little more clear and to offer some more advanced explanation of whats going on. Just an idea anyway. Myself these days I don't hear much other then the thoughts of what I assume are my higher self. I also can "hear"/"feel" the energy fields and I wonder if my psychic abilities are coming online. I keep meditating and asking for it...

All these years later and here I am talking about peace and love to my fellow man and I still feel like i'm talking to the wall. Best wishes, JT

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So...the early years were just practice. :original:

Dagon, if you're crazy, then I don't know what I'd call myself. The only reason I know I'm not making this stuff up is because it's me. If someone else told me the stuff I'm experiencing before I experienced it myself, I wouldn't believe a bit of it. I was a very down to earth, scientifically oriented, non-religious sort of guy. Now I'm well along into la la land and still wanting more. Anyway, don't worry. You ain't seen nothin' yet.

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I have a hard time hearing the voices when there around. I strain to catch bits and peaces. some is caught on vibration. I think its self. I have ask on many occasions to manifest. and felt like I was close once. but I got scared. and aborted the energy. wasn't ready I suppose. I have asked on many occasions who it is. and I gat a quick fast reply at times. almost instantly. self. like a slap on the wall and the vibration from the wall with a voice. only there is no wall its coming from. and im not sure if thats what its saying. this is more of a vibration. mixed with audio. if that makes any sence. any how. I do believe I am hearing things. LOL... and I just might be crazy. and so far thats ok with me... Its my thoughts it could be self. but I pray for my ancestors as well to guide me. as well as source. I just dont know for sure yet.. Im still forming thought and feeling about such things. trying to keep my mind and heart open. to the light.

I remember not long ago. a month or so, I was doing things in the house.I was in the kitchen and i stopped as I sometimes do when I feel energy around. and just close my eyes and try to feel the energy around me and be present in the moment. and I could hear a voice in my head. first I couldn't make out what was being said. and every once in a while I would hear what was being said. it was like a conversation was being held in the room but I couldn't hear it. and I would catch parts. and I would respond to what I thought I heard. or repeat what I heard. and I could hear somebody say he can hear me. and it said it several times. but this was like a conversation in my head. it wasn't like audio.. I thought it was interesting. but the conversation was to broke up to do any real communicating. maybe I should get a an evaluation. LOL...maybe I just heard sombody outside??? Im killing myself. LOL!!! where is my mind... where... is my mind...oh... so exposed i am... such a day dreamer I am...