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Has anyone here tried to return to an old(pre-awakening) portion of their lives?
Here is my recent experience: Thinking that I was wasting precious time, I decided to try and return to my old line of work to deal with some financial challenges that have appeared recently. After all, what if everything keeps humming along as is and I am left holding the bag? Gotta pay bills, put food on the table, and keep a roof over, right? So, I jumped headfirst in this new direction seeking to manifest new opportunities that would allow me to sustain myself-or so I thought. Then I started to get signs telling me to slow down- to stop even. This culminated with breaking one of my toes yesterday morning. Now that I can barely walk, this is forcing me to stop and reevaluate what I am doing. It appears I am being told that I need to remember that my sustenance does not come from this place. It comes from the Universe, and the forces in it that have always taken care of me and will continue to do so. I just wish I had realized this before needing a broken bone(albeit small) to figure it out!(ouch ouch ouch) There I go again-trying too hard! Stupid me! :naughty: Quote:
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Friends, we are writing/typing, the future as we speak, so to say. More are awakening around us. It is obvious in everything we see, just look. There is no WAITING, there is only NOW:lightsabre:
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Hope your toe is ok soon Fiiish :original: |
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I'm not worried at all Swanny... In fact I am hoping something happens... Something wonderful :wink2:
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Great wave to be riding. :boat: If we stay on it, stay in now, all will be revealed. Love always, Bushycat |
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i first became aware that something was going to happen in my lifetime in the late 70's/early 80's. i don't remember the exact moment, but i'd guess it was probably in 80 or 81. but i got a very clear message that there were skills i needed to learn. that there would need to be people who could do certain things after 'it' happened.
i didn't learn about 2012 until the summer of 87. i found it to be an intriguing idea, but i can't say i ever spent much time thinking about it. at this point, i have really no idea what's going to happen. the various people who's ideas i respect disagree vehemently regarding what might come down, so i'm in 'wait and see' mode. and maybe nothing noticeable will happen and life will go on with minimal interruption. that being said, i do believe in being prepared for whatever may happen--in any event, not just thinking in terms of 2012. i think that having some food storage, open pollinated seeds and some skill at gardening and food preservation, basic first aid skills, and some knowledge for living a less technological lifestyle are all good things to have. never know what variation of zombies might show up. ;-) |
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No going back once you awaken Fiiish, I thought about this myself oh to be ignorant of it all but it doesn't work like that we have an in built wake up call what ever age this happens whether your young or perhaps later in years.
The 2012 thing i think it will come and go, i think time has been messed about with so many times how can we say what time line we are in. The important thing is we are all feeling the change around us and within us i have no doubt there is something looming in the future but when? |
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Our ego has a desire for something wonderful in the present, and is affronted by the (apparent) lack of such. So it promises itself that this wonderful thing will happen in the future. Meaning the ego has nothing to do about the state of affairs (lack) in the present. which lets it off the hook. So, you see, there is something to be gained by waiting, hoping for something to manifest. that said, like Swanny, I felt different to others since I was a small child, but as I can't be anyone else, I have no way of knowing if that is the way everyone feels. lol. Neat, huh? At least all I could observe is that I was not turned on or motivated by the money/status (except my own integrity and desire for the world to be a better place))/career/ladder that some others seem to be so keen about. Yet the fringe stuff...and the something 'other'; be it Sasquatch, UFOs or Jesus being nailed to a tree for saying 'why can't we be nice to each other for a change ' (Yes that message rang very true with me, but I'm no bible thumper btw). the very idea that there is something that we're not getting and we need to get feels real to me. But it is so easy, and life is so hard, to just project it off and procrastinate. Let's think about it rationally. If there's a second coming, or a mass disclosure of UFOs, or a giant planet heading this way, or heaven forbid, mass enslavement of us by the illuminati then, logically, we get let off the hook, even if it means I'm dead. And from my 40 years observation so far, it just doesn't seem like life works that way. It would be too easy. And that doesn't seem to be the point of life to me, experentially. The ego wants easy... so does the id for that matter. But I've a feeling it ain't going to be that simple. So expect a lot of waiting. I'm not saying there won't be changes , because life seems to be all about change. In all likelihood 2012 will come and go like October 7th (was it?) the Summer of Hell, Christmas Day. I think life embraces change, so if we try and learn and be better people, however we understand that... good things will happen. If I sit and wait for some coming event, without changing myself while waiting, I can't see the event happening. My prediction is - The most likely event to happen, is one we (I) don't know about. Peace n Love K |
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Now this is going to sound completely insane, but here is what I have worked out, up until today. It’s only very recently I have come to these conclusions. There may be a lot missing, that more clued in people will know. This will require extremely out there thinking.
The ones waiting in this thread, having thoughts of the end is near/something big will happen, are the real players in this charade. We have come to the end of this game and are tired of playing. We have come together at the finish line in a small group. Others will probably finish up as well at this point soon. Something will occur to us. The Armegeddon game finishes with our death/or we survive it, we are taken up and all will be revealed, we change our Game to continue playing. We ascend as we have completed the game. – I can only wish. I wonder at this point. Seems like Game over, as we are all tired. Maybe we are getting our second wind not sure. The Makers of the Game don’t want you to know it’s a game because you wouldn’t play properly. Questions I have asked myself: Who is behind the Game? Were we forced to play the Game? (inserted and our memories erased) Did we choose to play the Game? Are all the people we see in our environments really real, or very sophisticated characters. Are we playing our own singular game to teach us something. Are we in the future and the game is so real, it is frightening? There is much more to this, but I don’t have all the answers yet. Please help fill in more gaps, if you feel the same way. To me, the Game is right in my face. Went to look at the stars last night. 2 small comets and one large one :-O.. Smoke billowing, low over the town around me, saw the fire engines. A house was burning down up the street. I mean COME ON….All In 20 minutes. If anyone is interested I have a small list of Game indicators i could post. See if your playing? |
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Reminds me of a saying I heard somewhere : People like to gather at boundary conditions. It's great to be here with all of you, waiting to step over the finish line... :thumb_yello: |
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My waiting is over ....
I am no longer waiting until somebody else tells me how it is going to end (or begin like Neo said in the Matrix). I have been waiting ... yes. All my life I knew something was going to happen. I told people (> 20 years ago) that one day things like the MadMax movie would be reality and that people themselves would be responsible for sustaining their communities. Now I know/feel MY time is here ... this is what I have been prepared for by synchronicity. None of the events in my life were accidental. I know it can get ugly and it probably won't be easy either but somehow that's OK with me. I feel very strongly that things NEED to pass in order to FORCE the required changes in place. The only thing I still wonder each day is how many more people I will find on my side when the ball starts rolling. |
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is this a game? based on my observations of life and my understanding of my personal experiences, i'd guess that it probably is. but i don't have answers to your other questions. i don't think any of us can have definitive answers. i tend to think that, on a spiritual level, we volunteered. on a physical level, now that we're in the middle of it, we are not forced, so much as tricked...given reasons to believe that what we are doing is in our best interest and that we are making choices in free will all the while following along like the herd animals we are, lol. and i think there are many levels of things going on for each of us. but these are just my thoughts. i could be wrong. i'd be interested in hearing about your game indicators. |
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Illusion I know it's all a game and have been calling it that for years now.
Any time someone gets stressed out my response is "Don't worry it's only a game" :naughty: Even though I some times have to remind myself :sneaky2: |
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I think the game ends when we die, and yes we start a new one.
This sounds very tedious, i do not wish to play another i want out. So if the end is dying is this the waiting game. Did we play to well and found our way out too soon have we been round the board so many times we know it off by heart but we need that six on the dice to finish. Is it possible to find a get out clause if so what would one have to do. everything is speculation no one really knows. |
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information. I feel like its a privilege sometimes. I know i was destined to follow this path, because of the way i observed the world when i was a kid, but it boggles me why i look at the world differently. |
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Waiting, huh?
Short answer.... First of all, don't. It doesn't help. Life won't be pushed, and it doesn't wear a watch. Hell it doesn't even have a calendar. It wouldn't even keep seasons, except the planet's built that way. A local phenomena, at best. About the most accurate thing I can say, despite my dreams and such, is that 2012 is an event, not a year. |
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As predictions never come true I'm going to predict that in 2010.......
We will have to carry on playing the waiting game. There will not be a global awakening. Aliens won't make themselves know. Peace and love will disappear from Earth. TPTB will do really well with their plans. And all the other things we hope for won't happen :thumb_yello: |
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I'm so bored of waiting :bored:
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What are you waiting for?
Make some calls...start waiving your arms around in the air and scream...loud!!! just random whatever...make it happen!!! I find that helps a lot! :lmfao: |
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I've lost interest in waiting now, I want to leave :plane:
Anyone know how we get out of this place???? :original: |
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Lets play the ‘WHAT IF’ game – just for a little while.
Lately, now and then, I suddenly come over with a feeling of dread and it’s pure dread. And I wonder; 1. ‘what if’ my friends and family are correct and I’m a bit out there? 2. ‘what if’ I’ve driven most of my friends away for no reason? 3. ‘what if’ I’ve become so detached from ‘reality’ that there’s no going back? 4. ‘what if’ nothing is going to happen and I’m stuck in a ‘prison’ until my body dies? 5. ‘what if’ I’ve been filling my child’s head with nonsense and she actually thinks her mum is mad? 6. ‘what if’ I’ve missed the opportunities to build a more conservative and ‘better’ life for myself and my family? 7. ‘what if’ the world stays as it is and the powerful become more powerful and the cruelty of humans, animals and Mother Earth just continues for another millennia? For I just cannot live in such a world no longer. But then I have to shake myself back to the reality I created for myself based on decades of research and innate knowings I had as a child. I am not prepared for a world that is going to continue as it is... and so I wonder with dread ‘what if?’ |
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I just want to tell you that once you have woken up THERE IS NO GOING BACK . Once you've caught a glimpse of what life is really about, you can not go back to the zombie like existance that you had before your awakening. Once you play by your own rules, you can not go back and play by 'their' rules ever again. I've had the same thoughts that you expressed and I've realized that having that normal 'mind controled' existance with the planned careers and life might give you more material things now and more acceptance by society in general. It might be safer now in the short term, but it comes with a price. The price is that you don't get to know what you are truly capable of . You don't get to meet and/or be your true higher self and experience the majesty of your true being. My family thinks I'm a bit crazy as well. I've lost a lot of my friends as well these past couple of years and the reason is that we don't resonate on the same vibratory freguency any more . Hopefully, I will manifest into my life new friends with whom I can explore the wonders of the 4th and 5th dimensions with. How cool will that be. It can't hurt if we continue to spread love and understanding and who cares if they think that we are little bit wacky ? That's the price we pay for being for-runners of this enlightenment movement. What ever happens we will always have our friends here at Project Avalon. |
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I wonder if project camelot or many similar sites and forums would still be around if it all goes pair shaped and nothing happens? That's something that I don't even know how to prepare for. |
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ooooo, i love games!
i have played this one.... Quote:
that would be okay, i'd rather be out there than boring 2. ‘what if’ I’ve driven most of my friends away for no reason? you have not driven anyone away while searching for truth and/or coming from a place in the heart - friends drift away for many reasons... 3. ‘what if’ I’ve become so detached from ‘reality’ that there’s no going back? the point is to dis-engage from tptb reality and replace it with/interact with/co-create with, a reality closer to your vibration - no going back? EXCELLENT 4. ‘what if’ nothing is going to happen and I’m stuck in a ‘prison’ until my body dies? it is already happening.... incrementally, exponentially 5. ‘what if’ I’ve been filling my child’s head with nonsense and she actually thinks her mum is mad? all we can do is be honest with our children, they will figure it out with honesty and knowledge 6. ‘what if’ I’ve missed the opportunities to build a more conservative and ‘better’ life for myself and my family? i always try to think of just one person i would like to "trade places" with... someone whose life i would want more than my own... keeping in mind you gotta take the negative with the positive - can't think of anyone 7. ‘what if’ the world stays as it is and the powerful become more powerful and the cruelty of humans, animals and Mother Earth just continues for another millennia? For I just cannot live in such a world no longer. me either, if something doesn't shake it up soon, something which eradicates pain, inhumanity, evil - something which boosts love, compassion and honor.... well, i just not sure what i will do different from what i am doing now... Quote:
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Thanks Winehippie and great to see answers to the questions although I wasn't expecting any - pleasant surprise.
One big OOPS - please replace the word 'dredge' for 'Dread'. My automatic spell check thought it funny to have a laugh at my expense! LOL. |
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Great insights Winehippie and thanks for bringing you concerns to the light Gita.
That is what's so wonderful about this forumn. We are all treading on our personal paths in search of the truth, but we can always stop every now and then and ponder the path with our friends here. I find that I learn more from the questions of others. God Bless You All. |
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I think the problem we have is that we know stuff and because of that we can't fit into normal society. We have set ourselves up to live in a world we know is coming but as it isn't here at the moment we are left feeling out of place, either that or we are completely barking mad :naughty:
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i see a world of shamans who dont realize they are shamans. or masses of potential buddhas |
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Hi Guys ! Kerry has recomended a you tube video by Bashar. I was surprised that I had never heard of him before.
It was absolutely what I needed to hear today. Essentially he says is that IT IS UPTO US how we will be affected by the shift and when we are going to be affected. THE TIME IS RIPE for us to be the change that we wish to see by increasing our vibrations. Bashar explains that even now at this time, earth exists in different time lines within different muliti-verses. It is up to each of us individually by our thoughts, feelings and actions as the threshold of the shift approaches how we will experience the shift. So what are we waiting for. Let's live the shift RIGHT NOW ! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WGzGqb-nVvE |
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correlates highly with the positive message I think were trying to be told, but are not seeing clearly. |
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Strewth Gita :shocked: That Avatar should come with a flashing lights warning for the Epileptic sufferers. :naughty:
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